Time Means Nothing.

So I have tried to write this twice already. The first time was way too honest and I don't know if I have enough courage to post something like that. The second one was selfish and not God speaking. So hopefully this is what He is trying to tell me.

I am afraid of growing up. I am afraid of things changing. I am afraid of time, not having enough of it. It seems when you are having the most fun time goes fast, but when you are miserable time stands still. Do you think God does that for a reason? That maybe He is saying that we are supposed to suffer a little longer, so we can experience joy afterwards? Maybe, He is saying that time isn't important. We are where we are for a certain amount of time for a reason. Things happen, things last for a certain amount of time and then they end: for a reason. Maybe time isn't as important as we make it out to be. If everything is apart of His plan, then its apart of HIS timing. That is different from the 24 hour days that we have I think. There are times when where we would rather be, and where God has us be are very different. Times when you would rather be with someone else, or be some place else. But God has us here for a reason, and maybe it will seem like a long time, like a pit stop in our life that never seems to end; but its apart of Gods timing. He is the maker of time, the controller of the sun, we do not need to fear. Once we take our eyes off the clock, and fix our eyes onto Him; He will bring us to where we need to be.

"It’s dark now and I am very tired. I love you, always. Time is nothing." 

-The Time Travelers Wife.