A Letter of Hope Through The Storm.

Dear My beloved,

You look beautiful. The way the sun is hitting your face makes you shine and your hazel eyes remind Me of your mothers. Thank you for calling Me, I've been waiting. Lately you have been asking Me "why" a lot. And I am going to tell you.

Its because I love you. I love you more than you can ever imagine. Everything that is happening to you, everything you are going through right now is because My love for you is bigger. Its bigger than your life right now, its bigger than the obstacle that you are trying to face. That is why. I want you to search your heart right now. Think about everything that you are afraid of, everything that makes you sad and hurt. Now, I want you to give up control. Let go of all of that. I love you so much that I want to have the control, because Megan, I know best. I know best because My love for you is stronger. I am stronger. Every time you feel that feeling in your throat, every time your heart aches, every time you don't feel good enough, pretty enough or smart enough: I feel that too. I ache more than you do. In the rain, My tear drops fall from the hurt I feel watching your pain. When your heart breaks, My hands burn from where the nails pierced. When you are struck with confusion and rejection the thorns in My head are pushed harder. When you hurt, I hurt. And I wish I could take it from you. Every ounce of hurt you feel, I wish I could take: but I can't. You see, I cant stop the pain, I can't take away the hurt you feel. But what I can do is promise you that you are not alone, and the pain that you are feeling is apart of something bigger. That every time your heart breaks, Mine is breaking too. Each time you feel like the road keeps getting darker, I am right behind you, and I know the way. You don't have to fear what is ahead, because I have been there before. I know what is waiting for you, and you don't have to be afraid. Everything may not be how you want it to be, but I promise I won't leave you. I know that the thought of people leaving is scary to you, but I never will. I am constant. When it seems as if everyone has deserted you, just call My name, and you will see, clearer than ever: that I am there. It wont be easy, but its not supposed to be easy. This is the cup that you have been given. I have chosen you for this life. Do you know why? Because I know that you can do it. I know that you are strong enough to face what I have put in your cup. Do not be afraid of it. Do not resist it. And when each sip gets harder to drink, I promise you that I will mop of the droplets that spill. Did you ever stop to think what tears are made of? Or better yet, what they taste like? They taste like nothing. They are basically water. That is part of My divine plan beautiful. Each time a tear falls into your cup, it does not change the bitter and harsh taste, but it does slowly start to dilute it. Within each tear, a boost of strength comes that gives you the courage to drink it. Before you know it after the suffering is gone, in front of you the cup of pain has turned into a cup of water. Pure. I will make you pure. I will make you strong. Just trust Me. Trust Me more than you trust yourself. And drink the cup with hope, that one day the bitter taste will be swapped with the refreshing taste of water. I know that the rain is coming down hard. I know that it is hard to see, but I promise it will stop. One day. But until then, come and rest within My arms of love. We can watch the rain fall and dream of stars.

Remember, each time you are rejected, each time you are made to feel less than you are, remember Me. Remember that you are not hurting alone. Before we could have an understanding God, we needed a suffering Savior. Well, thats Me. I know all about pain and rejection. I know all about suffering. So don't doubt me. Don't turn away from me. No one loves you as much as I do. And do Me one favor. Do not put Me in a box. I am bigger than you can dare to dream. So dream big, but keep in mind that I am even bigger. 

I love you. Do not doubt that. Just look towards the cross and feel Me in the breeze. I am there.

When the rain comes it seems that everyone has
gone away
When the night falls you wonder if you shouldn't
find someplace
To run and hide
Escape the pain
But hiding's such a lonely thing to do
I can't stop the rain
From falling down on you again
I can't stop the rain 
But I will hold you 'til it goes away
When the rain comes
you blame it on the things that
you have done
When the storm fades 
you know that rain must fall
on everyone
Rest awhile
it'll be alright
No one loves you like I do
When the rain comes
I will hold you